Misty,
I was looking back over your posts from 9-16 and yesterdays. Seems the mental abuse your husband is putting you through, the criticism is lowering your self esteem, and he is not supportive, and perhaps truly not wanting you to get better, for fear that if you gain confidence, self esteem, independence back, he can no longer control you. Are you seeing a therapist for your attacks, and marital concerns? I would suggest seeking another family member or close friend, to be with you doing exposure therapy. It is so hard that we don't really have the resources, like a person who has been thru a car accident, that needs rehabilitation to learn how to walk again, or a stroke victim that needs to learn how to talk again. We only have family or friends to count on to be physically present with exposure therapy, ( the more major obstacles). Please dont let this one day get you down, you stated you were making progress. Keep that in mind, you want it, you are working on it, that itself speaks volumes.
Trish
