It might be a milestone craving, grandma, or there might be something else on your mind that you are trying to avoid dealing with? Maybe the junkie in your head is trying to convince you that she can help you with it? If that's it, you know it isn't true.
Also, grandma, we're all different & I hope you'll tell me if not my business, but what about a reward that's just for you? That isn't fixing something or replacing something. What about something that isn't necessary, that just looks pretty or smells nice or reminds you of somewhere or someone you love.
Be good to yourself, be proud of yourself, take some time to celebrate what a hard thing you're doing & how well you're doing it.
You're doing great, grandma, tell yourself so!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]5/13/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 149
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 2,980
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1,639.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 14 [B]Hrs:[/B] 23 [B]Mins:[/B] 45 [B]Seconds:[/B] 31
