I just read the post from Ducky and I could totally relate about the relapse situation. I had three panic attacks yesterday normally I just have one and it was bad. My Aunt helped me by saying a rosary with me and my therapist came today, actually he was helpful today, my Aunt prayed very hard he could help me and give me the tools. He explained that the bad painful monthly and what my sister said affected me and I have to find a way not to dwell and ignore, he said I have to distance myself from negative toxic angry people and he said in my fragile conditon I could not take what she said to me.
He said he did not think it was neccessary to go to a hospital that he said would cause more stress by my worrying about the homefront, he seems to think this is a temporary setback and I can go back again, how I pray and hope he is right, the bodily symptoms were so severe today I could barely stand it, the klonopin and the session with him and my diary on this site helped a little, I just hope I can go back up where I was, feeling just a little better with some hope, setbacks are so hard aren't they?
I just have to learn to calm myself and not let scary horrific thoughts enter my brain, easier said than done, he seems to think CBT will help me "retraining my brain" which is hard hard work, I just hope I am up to the challenge, I feel very weak and sick, and I hate my family seeing me like this, I must learn to relax, I had forgotten how bad the attacks were for about 2 weeks and now I am reminded, I must just keep telling myself, "this too will pass" can anyone please help me and tell me what the did about setbacks and relapses? do they go away and get better? Thank you everyone for listening.