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I am FINALLY feeling a little better, thanks be to God, the bleeding has tapered and the pain is not as bad, I went through the day without panicking yesterday and got some bills and light housekeeping done, My appt with my psych nurse is not till next week, I had the dates wrong, this is not the GYN, I feel very weak but trying to recover, I am going to try to eat a steak today, I know after all the blood loss my iron is down I am so white and weak and pale, but it looks like {I pray} the worst is over! You all have been so great to me and I am so grateful. Debbie.

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Hey Debbi! I am so glad someone came out to help you! Be sure to keep your appointment so you can get this bleeding taken care of! I know it's hard and it's beyond terrifying, but if you don't go, the healing process can't begin. I truly believe that God is with us every moment and He knows what you are going through and how desperate you were at the moment you yelled at Him. I also believe He understands why you were angry and forgives when apologies are made. I am praying for you. Hang in there and do what you have to get to the doctor and get this thing taken care of. :)

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Debbie, I am holding you in prayer every day. You may want to take a multi-vitamin with some iron in it to help build your system back up again. Ask your doctor or nurse if they think it may be a good idea to do so. Keep praying, hang on to the peace that God offers and when you feel very afraid remember that you can dwell in the safety of the MOST HIGH!

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Thank you Michael for your kind words. I was not really angry with God, more myself for letting myself fall so hard so fast. I will read those psalms, I go to church and I love God and believe very much, I have asked for forgiveness for my thoughts and I know he understands, sometimes panic can make you do and think things you would not normally do. Thank you for your prayers Michael, I hope you are doing well. Debbie.

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It is my belief that God has a special fondness for us Panic Disorder folk because of our heightened capability for Empathy/Sympathy, and I'm sure He understands your frustrations. See Psalms 88 and 22. I'll pray for you.

for 19 år siden 0 +0 / -0 370

Dear Gang, I have finally pulled myself out of bed, my therapist came to the house today and did EMDR, I do not know if it helped, I felt like all the panic, depression, pain, fear and bleeding caused me to have "nervous breakdown" of some sort, I am afraid to leave the house again, but I have to get over that quick, I am going to try to eat tommarow, I just kind of gave up and took to my bed, the bleeding has tapered somewhat and the pain is still there, I do not know if its nerves or I am focusing on it too much, I am just very naucous and dizzy, I so much want to recover and be better, I have an appt with my psyc nurse-practioner tomm evening I hope I am stong enough to go, I think what is scaring me so much is I am so afraid I will get as bad as 3 years ago and will not be able to function, it kills me to see the disgust and disappointment in my husbands eyes, and the confusion in my sons, even the EMDR therapist said I am "challenging" I even got angry at God last night, and I feel so bad, I thought "I need help NOW, why are you letting it get so bad and out of control" I feel very guilty about that, getting angry with God is not good. I just want to get better and I feel like I have lost the will and strength too. I am going to try harder if for no other reason for my son! I am trying guys, please pray and wish me luck. Thank you, Debbie.

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