Hi Jacqui, hope you are hanging in there. I also had a really tough week last week and couldn't wait for more days to pass so that it got easier. 1 thing is for certain...it is much easier to think clearly or manage those junkie thoughts today than it was the first week!!!!I could have given up the first week but I didn't so it wouldn't make sense for us to give up at this point when it already is so much easier to just not smoke. I think we are going through what some others on here have called milestone craves and they can be quite big but we need to keep our guard up and continue our journey as non-smokers! we have already demonstrated that we can do this, so we can't let a few bad days ruin it. Remember there are lessons in everything and I think the objective here is to learn how to manage those out of left field cravings and find out how we are going to deal with our lives as non-smokers. There will always be something that comes up or makes our lives miserable but we choose how we are going to handle it! Remember that non-smokers also have similar issues, problems, bad things that come up but that doesn't mean they start smoking b/c they can't deal with it.
My best advice is to find some new distractions to get over this little hump. Change of pace or activity is good for our brains but may also alleviate some of discomfort you are going through. Try new or different puzzles, activities, exercise, etc and see how you start feeling after that.
I had a very difficult few days and then decieded that a new distraction for me would be sudoku puzzles and it has kept my hands and mind busy. Hang in there, this will pass!
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[B]My Quit Date: [/B]11/12/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 92
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,380
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $828.00
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