You have 178 days quit. Don't give that up. Sit down and take a personal inventory of what it took to get to where you are now. Then list what would happen if you started smoking again and what would happen if you kept your quit.
Many, many times I wanted to go back to smoking. Too many to count. I tried to convenience myself that if I smoked, it would fix all my problems and then I wouldn't be depressed, lonely, or hurt any longer. When I would make the list and do my personal inventory of what was going on in my life, I couldn't prove to myself that smoking would help. So I held on.
I'm here to tell you, it is worth every bit of struggle. I am finally free. It took me a long, long time to get to where I am. I've cried a river of tears, yelled at people I loved, lost friendships, disconnected myself from people I thought were really important. Over time, I found I am living another life now. The life of a non-smoker and it is a wonderful place to be. I am realizing many dreams. Hang on. I understand and know your frustration all too well. Look at my meter. I don't even think of smoking now. And I thought of it all the time for a very, very long time.
You have come too far to turn back now. I don't know why you would want a cigarette, you don't smoke anymore. Besides, it stinks!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]7/1/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 754
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 15,080
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $2,639.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 68 [B]Hrs:[/B] 1 [B]Mins:[/B] 39 [B]Seconds:[/B] 58