I know exactly what you mean, sis. I came accross a "short" in a drawer in a garage cabinet, I thought "mmm I could get a couple puffs off this", NOPE quickly came to mind. And that short was trashed!
It is an ever present voice isn't it? This voice is getting quieter though isnt it? (or less frequent but louder I guess?).
Sometimes I want to cave as well....but at the same time I got 38 days (as you do), the longest in 25 years. I really want to see how long I can go, and I know if I smoke the quit meter would be back to 0 and you would no longer be my quit date sister. Also I think I am afraid I would not quit again.
We are going to have good days and bad days lets get through 'em together. No matter how bad the holiday stress gets to us let's make a deal to not smoke until a date in January, then re-evaluate. Deal?
Be strong Kait...We can do this.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 11/7/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 38
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 775
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $174.8
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 5 [B]Hrs:[/B] 11 [B]Mins:[/B] 54 [B]Seconds:[/B] 47