I am smiling at the angel & devil theory Candi, because thats exactly how it feels, the internal battle that goes on inside you. Bang on!
And the first couple of weeks it seems that, that battle is emotionally exhausting, adding to the heap! But you know Penitent is right, it does get better, every day gets better.
So kick that little demon to the curb, and hang on! It is soooooooooo worth it! :)
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]3/5/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 194
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 4,850
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $2,046.70
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 23 [B]Hrs:[/B] 17 [B]Mins:[/B] 18 [B]Seconds:[/B] 41