I have spent most of the day panicking, I woke up feeling terrible, I shook and trembled for 2 hours without stopping. Now I feel very nauscous with chest pain and every bone in my body hurts, like the flu. I called my nurse begging for Paxil, she wants me to take the free samples of "pexeva paxil" she gave me, its so new the pharmacy does not stock it, my insurance does not cover it {regular paxil it will} every bone in my body hurts, I am withdrawing from Zoloft, I feel like I am dying, should I call the paramedics? THis disorder has robbed me of my life, it has stripped any joy right out of it, I can barely take care of my son, every day I panic then get sick then so depressed, does anyone else feel like this, like its so unbearable you cannot go on, I feel like this panic monster has beat me to my knees, its now causing physical problems, I am having chest pain, and I never got that before, everything else but not that, I feel like I am being punished, the medicine that will help me I cannot be prescribed, my heart is even skipping beat like I am having a heart attack. I am so scared to take this Pexeva, its brand new and made in Germany so is it safe? I do not know if its FDA approved, I am afraid to take it because it may make me very sick or die. I truly feel this is going to kill me, I am too weak to fight it anymore, I know noone has actually died from panic disorder but I fear the stress of having it and nothing working will give me heart out, the medical profession has not helped me and even prayer is not working, I can see how this leads to severe depression and people cannot go on, can you die from this because its so bad? I cannot eat or function, I do not know if its physical or emotional. Is there any hope, I do not want to die, but my body is going to "give out" from this, can that happen? I am sorry to bother anyone, I am alone with my son and so afraid of fainting or collasping and having noone to take care of him, I have given up being cured, just to manage and control it, for my son. Debbie.
