i had one shrink out of like 15 or so say i had pyschosis..some times i wonder if i really have more than just anxiety,im a freak about my health,my life is totally wrecked from this,my thoughts are scrambled..sometimes i dont even know what im talking about..its like im half crazy sometimes,i worry that im insane or something my thought pattern,is so off like i sometims i can hardly take are of myself..like even to describe this its weird becuse the symptoms are so weird like a dizzy,out of body feeling with tighteness in chest,and pounding chest heart or whateva..sometimes i feel like i cant take it one more second i dont know what to do with myself..my lasy says how can i help you baby,what can i say or do..there is nothing i try breathing,or a hot shower but i just feel like im out of my mond,and body..i can function,but im usually bunched up on the coach and want to be left alone..i hate to compkain i have more to say but i feel like im rambling im tired of always being sick..
outlaw
this to shall PASS
