Hate the title of my thread now but didnt want to start a new one ! Lazy moo i know .
Okies , have had an awful three days pain wise . Couple of days ago was my 8yr daughters sports day , went to it but wanted to collapse ! Lucky enough i brought painkillers which only took edge off . So pleased i went though she was so chuffed to see me there . Even went to supermarket after , ok i had too or there would have been no dinner that night !
Yesterday i had my doctors appointment to get my resuts for the endospathy thing i had in may . It was all clear , no ulcer . I should have been happy but wasnt . Guess i just wanted an explaination to my pain and had all my hopes on that .
So i bit the bullet and asked doctor what does he think it is because i dont think its muscular at all . Good question he said . He wants me now to have a scan to check for gallstones . Arghhhhhh another 6 week wait for an appointment . He started mentioning operations blah blah , which i didnt like . Dont know if its them yet for goodness sake !
Had two sleepless nights due to pain , which has started bringing back nasty panic attacks . Gutting as i had them under controlish ( not a real word i know oops) . So i am tired , crabby and tearful all-in-one .
Staying postive as much as i can , it just makes me worse if i dont . I dont want to go down that road again .
Now i hope i havnt sent you off to zzzzzzzzzz land .
Thinking of you all as always CD XXXX