Only me , getting things off my chest . For a change ! Well up until the week-end i was just beginning to think , hey you your doing ok at last . Last week my pains were right down , that was FANTASTIC .
A few days ago abdomen and side pain starting building up again boohisss . Along with the big anxiety , snarl & growl !
I am giving it every ounce of postive thinking i can possibly muster but its beginning to beat me . Last night the throat strangling/choking thing is back . Now that i hate more than anything . I did start getting the shakes yesterday evening but beat that session thank goodness .
I have been waiting 2 weeks to see my doctor next tuesday and was cancelled yesterday till next thursday wahhhhhh .
Just abit fed up today thats all , just seem to go two steps forward and three back . Oh i was proud today , im feeling extra bad today along with above symptons i have the headache from hell and my right eye is hurty . I managed to go to 8yr olds school play . I was soooooooo anxious and wanted to run but made it phew .
! Well up until the week-end i was just beginning to think , hey you your doing ok at last . Last week my pains were right down , that was FANTASTIC . 
