Hey Gina, I know EXACTLY how you feel. Years ago I used to take Xanax, and I too used to quarter them. I couldn't take a whole one, and they were the lowest dose too. But my fear is incredible when it comes to medication. When I mentioned to my doctor (which I saw today and found out I have a sinus infection) that I still HAVEN'T take the Lexapro she looked at me like I had three heads. No one can understand why I am not trying them. But as silly as they sound to "normal" people they are still MY fears.
I haven't ruled out taking them yet. I so much want to feel better. Maybe "we" can help each other. If you decide to take them first, please let me know. And of course, I will do the same.
I've added you to my "Buddy List", I hope that's ok. Let me know when your on and maybe we can chat and help each other.
So let me know, it would be great to be able to help someone, and just maybe I can make you feel better.
Take care,
Lorie