Sup,Gina you are my twin what you wrote sums me up in a nutshell,i guess thats why we so tight.Its great there are others here to help,but sometimes you just gotta deal.I wish i had the the magic words to pick you up while you were down it hurts to see you are hurting but im not alone in this battle..Remeber your not crazy your not sick its a emotion disease im feeling the same way in Chicago..I just hope we beat this soon,im such a pain for my family I want to be asset not the downfall.Everyone always changing plans for me,because im not strong enough..I just want to feel comfort,and i want you to have that to..Eating xanax is life i think we need more than though sis..
I joke with my lady that Rolling Stones song Beast of Burden ,well thats a romantic song to sing to her..Now im like boo,im a your beast of burden..lol..Anyways your in my prayers i know one day we will hanging out when we are better and celebrate..The long road recovery..
Miss ya sis..
OuTlaw
p.s does anyone notice music sounds diffrent with gad,like i used to love music i still feel it,but i used to feel it to my nones and soul now im like half there the little things hurt..
