Debbi, I will definitely pray for you!!! :)
I want you to know that things ARE going to be okay!!! Don't listen to your mother in law about that medicine combination killing you. Pharmacists know what they are talking about, and here, I have done my own research just now on the internet for you! I found out that taking paxil and Klonopin together is a very common thing to do and it is NOT fatal! You will not die from taking these 2 drugs together!
Know that all of us are experiencing a lot of the same things as you. You are not crazy, and you WILL get better! The fact that you have found us at this site is a great start too, and if you feel up to it, maybe you could check out the 12-week panic attack program on this site. I have just started it, and already I feel that it's helping me. It's helping me to know that what I'm going through is very common and everyone has "these crazy thoughts" like I do, and that alone is very helpful to me! DO NOT GIVE UP -- YOU WILL GET BETTER!!! :) :) :)
About the Paxil: don't worry about the side effects that you are getting now that you have started taking it. Those are normal -- your body is adjusting to something new. If you find these symptoms continuing, getting worse, etc though, just make sure that you tell your doctor because then he can change your dose or put you on a different ssri drug instead (Paxil is an ssri, which I can explain later if you're interested).
I was on Paxil about 3 years ago for about a year in total for panic attacks, and it REALLY helped me. It helped me to get back to being "me" again, and although I'd still sometimes have panic attacks, I was then able to face them as "normal me". Now I am experiencing panic attacks / anxiety again, and at first the doctor put me back on Paxil (I was happy!) and then he just switched me this weekend to Effexor because the Paxil didn't seem to be working as well this time for me (each person responds differently to each type of medicine and sometimes our bodies change so one medicine might not work the same for you as it did in the past, and also, if it works for me it might not work for you, etc, so there's a good change that the Paxil could help you and if not, no worries, your doctor can switch you to something else!)
Taking Paxil doesn