Hey everyone. Just had a really bad day today and need to vent. I woke up this morning with more palpitations (fluttering heart), I wake up 4 or 5 times a night in fear, worrying that I will just fall over dead one day from these flutters, they scare the heck out of me. I went to work still feeling them, finally had to leave and come home b/c I couldn't shake it off. I'm okay now after some rest, but I'm just so sick of worrying ALL the time. I am 5 months pregnant which makes the worrying even that much more, even though I've been told that the palps are normal and not life threatening, I still worry. Its hard when no one around you knows quite what its like to feel that nagging fear every single day-it never goes away...its always right there, and I just can't seem to get rid of it... Some days are better than others, but days like this its just like its hopeless. I have a wonderful husband, a really good job and great family, I have alot to be thankful for and not a whole lot to be so stressed out about but I can't even really explain it. I'm just tired of the constant worry-half the time about nothing. My thoughts are so jumbled up sometimes - sorry if this doesnt' make much sense. If there is anyone else here dealing with this, please reply. It helps so much to know that I"m not alone in this. Also if there is anyone else that deals with the heart flutters, I'd like to hear from you to. Thanks
