I know the feeling . I just started working the program a little over a week ago and i started to feel alot better . I was going just fine for a few days then boom out of the blue i feel like im going crazy . I feel like im in a dream and that im losing my mind . This lasts for 2 days and just when i think I may never feel normal again , i wake up and I feel great , I now take full advantage of days i feel good . I dont know how long it will last but i do know that this support group helps me out alot . I hope your good days return soon

Thank you Northern Star:-) I will definitely put more effort into my husband:-) He has been a lot more supportive as of late and I know he loves me...:-) Thank you so much. I will definitely read the prayer and please do send me laughs;-) We all need them:-) Thank you so much, B

Hi B, How are you today? I think you need to laugh... are you ready I'm about to share with you a joke I heard last week.... What is the difference between outlaws and in-laws? ... Outlaws are wanted!! A school principal came home after applying for his old age pension and started complaining to his wife. He explained that after filling out all the necessary paperwork, he was interviewed and it was only after the interviewer took a look at his few grey chest hairs that she decided that he was eligible for old age pension. His wife responded, "Honey you should have dropped your pants cause you would also be eligible for disability!" I hope these made you laugh.... I can forward you some more.... In all seriousness be yourself. You have more strength than you can possibly ever need. Do you not love? Of course you do and that means that God is living within you.... remember GOD IS LOVE. He loves you and He wants to accept all his Love. You can think of many things about yourself that you are not proud of, yet you cannot think of one that would stop God from loving you. Trust God and trust your marriage to God. Let him take care of it for you. You are carrying burdens that God never intended for you to carry, so let go. Please go on the internet and search for Psalms 23 "The Lord is my Sheppard" and read it every day. Read it whenever you get scared and remember that there is nothing that God can't handle. As for your husband, take a hold of yourself. Your husband can't take away the strength that you possess (and I know that he doesn't want to). Remember that you teach people how to treat you. Be loving, be compassionate, be sweet and be strong. There is no one on this earth that can take you away from yourself. Stop fighting and start loving... YOURSELF! You married your husband because he is the man that you have been seeking for. He is the man that you having been loving way before you met him.... he is your soulmate. Love yourself and take care of yourself by treating your husband that way you trully want to treat him. For one day, ignore all your problems and just love him. Plan a picnic in the park, a walk and write him a love letter. Share with him why you fell in love with him in the first place. Don't

Sotired if you're going crazy the rest of us are too. Maybe you are eating more than normal and if you gained a few pounds you could always lose them. I have gained a few since I have been on the medicine. I am planning to get myself back on track though. About the chocholate I have heard that low serotonin levels make you crave chocolate and carbs. I am not sure how true that is but it sounds good. I hope you feel better soon. I'll be praying for you. Take Care

Hi, I was curious about eating and all -- I feel like I have been eating to ignore my anxiety and keep myself distracted...is this weird? I have gained a few pounds and am not sure how to stop...it's the chocolate....aaahhhhh.... I do think I am going crazy:-( B

Thank you Gina, You have a great weekend as well:-) I am still really tired...not much sleep...I just cried myself to sleep...husband still does seem to care...sometimes, I want to runaway...but I know I can't....I am sorry...I guess I just needed to vent a little:-( Take care, B

B, i hope you have a great weekend! keep in touch. gina

Thank you so much. I am doing okay -- still feeling very distant from my husband...after a terrible night and fight...I look forward to the good days and I am going to try to make today one:-) Thank you so mcuh for your support. Have a great day! B

Dear SoTired, I agree with Vickers, when you are going through a bad stretch good days seems far away again, but they will come again! I do very well for awhile then all of a sudden, BAM out of the blue it hits and I get so frustrated {usually around my monthly} those wacky hormones can be panic-producing. Put the bad days in "God's garbage can" they are gone! Please believe the good days are there and you deserve them. Sending angels, God bless, Debbie.

The one thing I try to remember when I'm having bad days is that there are good days also. It's so hard to remember that when it feels like every day is so horryfing! I've noticed that when I'm having a bad stretch I tend to forget that I have good days, too and it feels like I've always been in that horrid state and it will never go away. But then, all of a sudden, there's some good days again. Try to ride out the bad days. Just like you should when stuck in a wave in the ocean. The more we struggle, the more it sucks us in. I know it's incredibly tough, but hang in there! There will be good days again!