hi sotired, Im not doing o bad at the moment but I am planning to come off one of my meds so I will have to face the thoughts again, so glad to have found this site. I am at home alone with my 7 year old son, that is something I dont like is being on my own because that is when the panic sets in, and I start to look out of the window to see if anyone is around and that my neighbours are in, then I feel a bit calmer, I seem to be suffering with monophobia. sue b