I'm glad the talk wasn't the nightmare you were expecting! My husband always tells me that he understands and that it's ok, but he gets frustrated with me, too. I try to remember that he can't truly understand because he doesn't deal with it, but sometimes I wish he would really understand the way I need him to. Sometimes I look at him and think, I wonder when he's going to say he's had enough and leave - like it's just a matter of time. I don't know that he really would, but there's always that thought in the back of my head that it will happen. Maybe it's because my self defeating side tells me that I wouldn't want to live with me if I was him. So, now I'm rambling! Anyways.... I'm glad he didn't walk out like you were thinking! I know it's hard, but, I guess all we can do is keep trying. Hang in there and remember, you are stronger than you feel - I promise!
