As I write this, I am fuming and getting so mad and upset. I have this shower to throw tommorow at my house and I get a call from my mother in law because she is in the hospital. Thing is she has been for the last 48 hours and my father in law, whom we are feuding with for the last few months, never even called us. I am soooo mad at him. She has been on meds so she couldn't call. And here is the thing, he is such a jerk, he didn't even go to the hospital to see her. So she has been there alone for this whole time. I am sooo mad and now I am stressed cuz I have sooo much to do for the shower but we have to go see here. I am worried I will panic. I can't though. I think I will be ok. I kep taking deep breaths and telling myself all I can do I go see her. Getting mad won't change anything, right? But gosh I can't help it. Who the heck does he think he is. I am sooo mad but must calm down. Sorryt to rant to you all but I have to get this anger out.
