Lauren, I recieved your post on the other topic. All I have heard about Wellbrutin is that its good for depression and to stop smoking, I know its not too sedating. Buspar is for anxiety it works kinda like a benzo without the addiction or risks. Let me know when you find out the pregnancy results, I am praying for it to be so! I think the phone session will work out better, do you ever have waves and waves of panic and then feel like someone beat you? I am totally exhausted, I look like some pale corpse or something. The pain I am having is in my lower stomach, a burning crampy feeling, I would rather have it in my upper stomach, that is more normal they say, I am pretrified its cancer or something. The GYN lady never called me back about the bleeding and pain I was having, her 16 year old daughter called me {her acting secretary?} said blood preg was negative, I had so many more questions concerning my ovaries, posssible pre-menopuse, the pain and bleeding that were never answered, I do not even know whats physical or emotional anymore, its so hard to be sick and not recieve decent medical care after paying good money. I am going to try to go to the grocery store and library after my phone session, I do NOT want to allow myself to lapse into total agorophobia again, I think that would be the last straw for my mind, living with the panic and pain is enough. I hope you are doing well, if you can get the book by Valerie Raskin MD "When Words Are Not Enough" it will answer so many questions about panic, depression, anxiety, pregnancy. Its a great book. Talk to you soon, I hope I do not seem like a failure for not going to my appt, I am just so wiped out, emotionally physically and mentally. Debbie.
