Thanks for your words of encouragement.
They have helped me realize just how irrational I am thinking right now.
I think that is partly coming from the fact that since I started this new job 3 weeks ago, I have felt like I have been drowning, just barely coping from moment to moment. In that time I have been beating back the craves, because basically I just haven't had time to give those thoughts any attention, until today. So yes, I am feeling deprived, and have realized that it has been quite some time since I looked at quitting in a positive light ie what I have gained, and also some time since I reward myself for getting this far.
I had a previous quit that lasted 107 days, and I was thankful to get past that marker. But since about 120 days, it's been one long Blah week. Not here, not there...wondering just when I can let myself out of this prison, but dreading that fact if I did.
254 days would be a lot to give up and I would be kicking myself as soon as I did. Back to treating myself with TLC, and getting through this rough period. Done it before...just feels like you've been at it forever, sometimes.
Thanks for your support.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]7/13/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 254
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 5,080
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $2,921.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 26 [B]Hrs:[/B] 4 [B]Mins:[/B] 26 [B]Seconds:[/B] 24
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Quit Meter
$332,460.23
Amount Saved
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Days: 6141
Hours: 20
Minutes: 44
Seconds: 45
Life Gained
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45699
Smoke Free Days
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Quit Meter
685,485
Cigarettes Not Smoked