Is it the change in season?
Is it the new stressful job I just started three weeks ago?
Is it the Easter Holiday, and spending time with family?
It's been going on for a few weeks, and seems to be coming to a head these last two days. Increased thoughts, which aren't so easily dismissed. The frequent dicussions in my head about whether to give in or not.
The junkie is a liar, I know that, but the list of excuses the junkie is coming up with is extremely long right now. To top it all off, some of you may remember that my father quit smoking last May at the age of 77. I was so proud, and extremely motivated to keep quit because of it. Well he has relapsed, and I soooo want to join him, as ridiculous as it sounds, but I so very very tired of this right now.
Posting before smoking. Sometimes the Junkie needs to hear someone else talk for awhile. I'm all ears!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]7/13/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 254
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 5,080
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $2,921.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 26 [B]Hrs:[/B] 4 [B]Mins:[/B] 15 [B]Seconds:[/B] 25
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Quit Meter
$332,460.23
Amount Saved
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Quit Meter
Days: 6141
Hours: 20
Minutes: 45
Seconds: 58
Life Gained
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Quit Meter
45699
Smoke Free Days
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Quit Meter
685,485
Cigarettes Not Smoked
