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Hi my name is Cassie, I am a 28 year old female who was diagnosed with Panic/Anxiety dissorder 2 years ago. My anxiety seems to be triggered by health concernes. Honestly I think Im dieing of some terrible disease most of the time. I have diagnosed myself by symptom surfing and have had everything from Ovarian Cancer, blood cancer, Hodgkins Lymphoma and now Im convinced that I have a brain Tumor or had a mini stroke.
I changed my diet 2 1/2 months ago, I did the low carb thing, I cut out all white bread pasta and junk food. I eat more in the morning and afternoon and by 6 I don't eat at all. I drink a gallon of water a day. I have lost 30 pounds in two and a half months and instead of being happy Im scared that Im losing weight because Im sick with something.
2 weeks ago I went a few days with hardly eating, 2 sat. ago I didnt eat at all. I got up early and had to do some updo's for homecoming and went about 13 hours with out eating and the only fluid I had was 2 beer after work. BF and me decided to go out to dinner and not five min after I ate, I suddenly became sick, I felt numb all over with tingles, the start of the sensations I thought I was going to have an axxiety attack but quickly relized that this was different. I had vertigo really bad so I lay my head on the table and the next think I new bf was pulling me up from the slouched position because I had fainted or blacked out. When I can to I was weak all over and I could hardly hold the glass of water I was attempting to drink. I have never fainted befor and this scared me so bad, that I have been having Anxiety attack upon anxiety attack with no reliefe in between. I keep thinking that IM going to faint again and become so fearfull I want to run out of the house screaming! I went on line to see about my symptoms and now I Believe I had a mini stoke or that I have a brain tumor or maybe both.
Last year I lost my job and had to go off of my meds (Prozac 40mg) This last year has been stressfull for me and my bf, losing my job, not seeing family in 4 years having to go off meds, we built a new home and had to live with 3 different friends untill complete.
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