Tryagain, it was 14 days ago that your beloved companion passed. That is not a crave, craves last 14 seconds, maybe 14 minutes if you let it & you're on day 1. But 14 days? No.
The junkie is grasping at any straw she can to make you stick a cigarette in your face and light it. She wouldn't be able to take advantage of you like this if you weren't still feeding her.
She would be at least weak and mostly dormant, trying the odd trick to get her way but almost laughable by now, if you had given up the gum.
Doesn't it piss you off, tryagain, that you are not free to grieve and mourn your best friend of 19 years without your thoughts of him being polluted by thoughts of smoking, of getting a fix? It pisses me off for you and it also saddens me for you.
Get off the gum, tryagain. You are stuck in a horrible limbo until you do, and there is no other answer.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]5/13/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 159
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 3,180
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1,749.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 15 [B]Hrs:[/B] 21 [B]Mins:[/B] 49 [B]Seconds:[/B] 32