Thanks buddies... Emotional things are so tough sometimes. PK is mad and I'll have to figure out the proper way to deal with it so he feels respected too... He never smoked but he does drink. I fear being blamed for every addiction and problem... I just want to be accepted and loved for who I am too. By the way... my PK is very special... and I'd never leave him or baby kitty - ever... Just trying to be responsible for my own actions and give what I can.
mk
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]8/14/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 10
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 150
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $37.50
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 1 [B]Hrs:[/B] 3 [B]Mins:[/B] 1 [B]Seconds:[/B] 10
MK!! You had a few beers with a gilfriend & didn't smoke??? WOOHOO!! I didn't get that from your other threads. That's awesome for you & if papakitty doesn't that, then here's a virtual kick in the virtual nads for him!
You're doing great, know you're doing great & don't pay any attention to anyone (including your reason for living) who doesn't get that!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]5/13/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 103
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 2,060
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1,133.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 10 [B]Hrs:[/B] 9 [B]Mins:[/B] 27 [B]Seconds:[/B] 38
hey MK, protect that quit - bad Papa Kitty for making you sad!! I agree with Traci, Chocolate is required. Here are some hugs to go with it - (((((((MK)))))) stay strong, I know you will.
Sue
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]5/3/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 113
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,130
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $197.75
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 10 [B]Hrs:[/B] 19 [B]Mins:[/B] 31 [B]Seconds:[/B] 5
Meow MamaKitty! I'm sorry you are having a rough night. But kudos for having a few beers and not smoking - that is a GREAT achievement. PapaKitty needs to just get over it! You are entitled and this is your reward. Don't let it get you down - you are a non-smoker, what is better than that! Free unwanted advice - don't ever let anyone make you feel like you are less than who you know you are. Long, rambling but those words got me through some pretty hard times in a past relationship. We are here for you mama!
PS - a special drop of chocolate for you in 2 weeks after I go to Ghirardelli. Then you'll realize just how special chocolate is! :)
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]8/18/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 6
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 120
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $27.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 15 [B]Mins:[/B] 46 [B]Seconds:[/B] 38
Boy, thank you guys... but I'm having a heck of a time tonight. Papakitty is upset with me and it's so hard to keep on. Actually, I'm just really sad and just want to go to sleep if I can. I hate confrontation... and I believe I haven't done anything terribly wrong. I just spent 2 hours with a girl friend and had a few beers. If I was smoking, that would be something else I could feel bad about myself from - but I'm not smoking! Thank you for being here. I feel like such a piece of chocolate. Just melting with nothing else to offer but the taste. I promise I won't smoke though. I'm really starting to like the new smoke-free me. Just wish I could get the relationships and communications down right. IS there a right?
I love you all, and am sorry I'm so needy right now...
mamakitty
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]8/14/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 10
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 150
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $37.50
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 1 [B]Hrs:[/B] 2 [B]Mins:[/B] 55 [B]Seconds:[/B] 45
Look at you Mamakitty,
Show off those 10 smoke free days you earned them :)
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]3/21/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 156
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 3,120
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1,014.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 22 [B]Hrs:[/B] 2 [B]Mins:[/B] 44 [B]Seconds:[/B] 56
Hip Hip Hooray for Mama Kitty! 10 days is a great milestone to celebrate!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]3/29/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 148
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,776
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $603.84
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 13 [B]Hrs:[/B] 18 [B]Mins:[/B] 17 [B]Seconds:[/B] 25
