I really feel for you. I know it's hard to get through it, but you will. It won't be easy, but try to do something to occupy your time. Try to read, watch something mindless on TV, listen to music, play solitaire. Those are things that tend to help me when I'm having a really bad one. I'm thinking about you. I'll be checking this site a few more times tonight, so, if you need to talk, I'll be here.
Katie :)
