No beating around the bush,i had a cigarette yesterday after 8 days smoke free.Im not going to offer any excuse,just that i didnt prepare for coping as well as i should have.
The last month has beeen a real learning curve for me,not just about nicotine addiction but about me as well.Im not going to beat myself up about it because it is just a waste of energy so i am here today to start again.I know it can be done because i see the stats on this site from some truly remarkable people who have done it.
I didnt really realise how cigs controlled every facet of my life until the last month and basically i want my life back.I know its going to be hard and i will need to prepare myself better, so for however long it takes i am going to put all my energy into becoming who i want to be.
Im going to take pride in the fact that i can beat this addiction and set an example for my friends, family & co-workers that it can be done.Right at this moment i feel scared,nervous,apprehensive but most importantly i feel ecstacy because i know when i beat this i will lead a more productive,enjoyable life.
This is an amazing site where you can get help and help others and you all should be congratulated for having the conviction to improve your lives.My journey starts from now and i swear this time i am not going to look back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 11/30/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 0
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 0
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $0
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
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