MY boyfriend just left to move to another state. We just stood there crying. We both love each other , but he had to go because of his job. Of course I can't go with him because of my "condition" (anxiety, panic,agoraphobia) I don't know when or if I'll see him again! I can't stop crying.. I'm so sad. My Dad isn't being very supportive and my friends are just like "get over it". I live alone and I used to be afraid of having a boyfriend because of my "condition" I was afraid to let anyone know about it. But, I became so close with him, now I'm scared that my anxiety and panic attacks will come on strong.. I wanted to start a medication in the past week or so, I was going to start Effexor XR this morning. I just don't know if today is the wrong time to try, since I'm such a mess... HELP I'm hurting.. And I'm so alone..