Hi Beth,
I know how you feel, I'm supposed to go to a party in three weeks' time to meet an old friend, which would involve a flight, and I just can't do it. Don't know what scares me more, meeting the friend and all the social expectations etc, or the flight...
Anyway, just wanted to say, you write:
> More ridiculously, i'm afraid that i'll chicken out, > and keep doing this, and be single FOREVER! I'm only
> 23, i should be having healthy relationships!!
Says who? You're you're own person! You don't have to do anything! You stay single or you meet someone when it's right for you, but there's no law to say you have to become Ma Walton or else there is something wrong with you!
Marianne
