No excuses. I am on disability, went back to school, earned three master degrees and found quitting to be very difficult. It was difficult when there were school breaks, because then I was bored. It was difficult when school was in, because then I was stressed out. It was difficult when I went to the clinic. Everyone smokes outside and the psychiatrists don't seem to ever weigh in. It was stressful to quit because I had no money. I could never quit while broke, the logic went, because I would only be quitting because I am broke. As soon as I got money, I would smoke again. Well, guess what, I couldn't quit when I had money either. Why bother. I could afford them then. I worried about my kitty getting asthma. I just always made sure a window was opened and I bought an Ionic Breeze. I felt stupid. People were asking how someone with so much education could smoke? I told them I started early. I was bothered by the number of stars who had quit smoking, but who died anyway and said, Why bother? It took me a year to figure out that a dignified death might be worth having. I smoked in bed, bad back ha? A friend of mine yelled out, Brenda, you're not smoking in bed are you? Of course, I yelled back, No. Never occurred to me that I could fall asleep, especially when on meds and burn us up. One of the wonderful things about smoking is that you will always have an excuse to smoke. The junkie will help you make your list. Mine today told me to dip snuff. Last week, mine told me that I could not quit smoking around my friends, because they are all nonsmokers. In order to quit smoking, I had to find some smokers to hang around. Mine even went so far as to tell me that I am so diligent about getting physicals that, unlike my father, I'd never die of lung cancer. I would be saved. Fall for none of it. As someone already said, One is too many and one-thousand are not enough. Remember: How hard each day is to get. Value it.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 7/11/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 41
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,648
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $303.4
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 4 [B]Hrs:[/B] 2 [B]Mins:[/B] 59 [B]Seconds:[/B] 21