What would you say if I told you none of my dreams ever came true - I don't know who I ever was - When I look in the mirror, now, I do not recognize myself.
What would you say if I said I have cried most of the day - and, now, as the day is ending, I ended up here at this site.
What would you say if I told you I have such a deep dark secrets that, they are some of the reasons I have my anxiety attacks - and, when I do not take my meds. the memories come back with such force, I can hardly handle them anymore. I just don't have any answers and don't even know what questions to ask - I am in a dark period - the only way out is to trick my mind one way or another - it does get exhausting - ever feel that way - do you understand what I mean -
Maria