hi justine
I can relate to what you are going through. I was around 13 or 14 years old when I first became depressed. I only had one friend during high school and felt like a social outcast. I didn't go to any parties or go to any school functions because I was too worried about what other people were thinking about me. I am still struggling with depression because for years I refused to believe I had a problem. I wanted to seem normal and handle things myself so I kept a lot inside. You are very smart for realizing this soon that you have this illness and are seeking help for it. I congratulate you on that. Just gotta hang in there and know that you are not alone. Everyone has their problems and everyone deals with things differently. Work hard on your progress and things will eventually look up.
"Without struggle, there is no progress"
Justine,
You did a brave thing. Once everything calms down, you should sit your mother and father down and tell them how their argument made you feel. This is not very good for the children she babysits for. They were lucky you were there to support them. Thinking of others is often something we forget. You'll get through this.
Keep strong,
Josie
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The Depression Center Support Team.
my parents just got in a humoungous fight n was throwin stuff..pretty freaky im bawlin just kinda like yea. my mom babysitts i took ethan n jess up in my room a 4 month year old n 1 year old. i think this is childish but i dont know why im so freaked out :-( this sucks.
Justine,
Please continue to use your therapist and your family as support, as well as our site. We are here to help. You are at such a rough age and difficult time in your life. You are a very strong person with strong will. Please take it one step at a time. Use the tools to the left of your screen to assist you through your journey.
Please use all your resources and keep us posted,
Josie
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The Depression Center Support Team.
Hey guys..havent been on here in a while...been through alot of **** with my friends and family and done some more cutting :-/ been a rough couple weeks. i thought about suicide alot and tryed to but of course i didn't because im here. kinda glad i didnt but yah know i still have them thoughts. my parents know about them and i told my phyciettris so im still under help and i have been going to church and that has been helping me alot. but i need people to talk to. i don't have alot anymore me and my dad got in the HUGE fight and i told him i was leavin and he was screaming at me and i was screaming at him. I am so hapopy right now but then again i have this dang depression going through me and i just want to cry and cry and not wanna be here. but i mean I dont even know why and its very weird. whats wrong with me. why am i so happy but so upset for nothing for no reason. whyy. im 14. i just got back from the movies im crying im so upset for no reason will this always be with me? when will i be normal again..guys help me :-( i really need help but i dont know why im upset so how can i help myself. ahh :-( help.. :-(..Justine
Justine,
Just checking in to see how you are doing and if you checked out the site. I'm leaving tomorrow to go on a Buddhist retreat for people with eating disorders (I'm multiply blessed hah hah)so I won't have computer access until late Sunday or Monday. Stay well - S
Namaste
I'm so glad you finally got it, I was starting to get really frustrated with myself! Hope you are feeling better and get a lot out of the site. It's been so helpful to me in so many ways. Stay safe.
Justine,
I gave it one more shot. It's not you it's me, all the messages bounced back. I'm not exactly a wiz on the computer as you've probably figured out by now! I tried a different approach. Hope this one works b/c I know you'll really like this site.
