llewella,
I'm glad it worked for you. It must be one of those things where it reverses your depressive state -- if you have depression, it cures it, and and if you don't, you get it. :-(
I'm glad that chuggie posted his story, which is very similar to mine. Celexa, BuSpar, and Zoloft have given me more pain and suffering than I ever had before, and that has made me question how much I have left other than my job. Before, I had a good job and good physical health, and now it's mostly just the job.
I re-iterate my thesis objectively: since each person's brain is different, the psychiatrists can't predict how such drugs will react almost at all. Therefore, it's a gamble, assuming you're not suicidal so it's doesn't matter if the drugs disable you. A good rule in gambling is to know how much you can afford to lose, and it has been proven on this message board as well as by the FDA in their recent overdue warning that for [b]SOME[/b] people they lose big.
Rules of thumb:
1) Be a health care consumer -- do the risk benefit analysis yourself, since you are the one it affects.
2) Doctors have a strong cognitive dissonance about their precious psychotropic drugs, when they are the ones with the delusions...if you have strong adverse symptoms like chuggie and I did, [b]STOP TAKING IT[/b]. Psychiatrists are notoriously difficult to contact, and when the drug is really messing you up, you really have to keep after them to reduce/eliminate the dosage.
3) If a drugs theoretically "works", but has such a high mountain of side effects to overcome that they overshadow the benefits of the drug, then the drug really isn't effective.
I work in the computer software (Information Technology) business. If any part of the system fails (web server, application server, database, computer network equipment [router(s)]), then the user complains that the application has failed.
The same goes for drugs -- it doesn't matter if the drugs primary effects are not potent enough or if it causes too many side effects to overshadow any benefits the drugs might actually have -- these both mean that from a holistic view the drug doesn't work.
BTW, I have stopped (what are for me poisonous) SSRIs and now am weaning off Ativan. I asked my very compassionate pri