josh, you need to think about josh right now.i know its hard not having the person you love. but you need some one who will love you no matter what. if you calm down and dont call her for awhile she will wonder why you havent called and call you but josh do you really want someone that walked out on you when you are sick? i think you are just scared and dont want to be alone. focus your energey on josh right now. please keep me posted. gina
my doctor tould me its more stressful in a mental hospital than home so i havent done it yet. i also have a daughter that would freak if i left her.i think they would keep you for 30 days or whenever they let you out. but someone tould me the mental hospital would take me cause of panic attacks and anxiety. please spend some time with your family. gina
i really feel crazy again. my mind is racing. i keep finding myself hideing in my bathroom cause i dont want my daughter or husband see me like this.i got my girl thing today. i hope that this is why i am feeling the way i am.i was thinking about commiting myself again. help i hate living like this. my daughter begged me to take her to the mall today so i did and i was shaking and felt like i was in a different world.while i was at the mall i bought VALERIAN ROOT AND PASSION FLOWER does anyone know if this helps with anxiety?the guy at the vitamin store said it did but i would like some replys before i take it. gina
