Hi Brenda: Glad you had a nice birthday. I love receiving perennials as gifts, they last and I can remember who gave me what. always nice to see them pop up again.
What will be will be. That is a given, worry will not change it. What she says or does will be meant for your good even if at the time it doesn't seem like it. Just go expecting it to be helpful even if you don't understand it and ask lots of questions. It is meant to be for your good. look for that and you will find it.
Let us know how you handle it. We are there with you. But you already know that.
I too worry about the unknown. It can be so frustrating because if I am not careful, I ruin the now moments. Like this morning, I am worrying about work so I am not present in the moment with my daughter. So I had to just focus on what I am doing now.
I think this can help sometimes for the worriers.
It might be good to write down a few questions to prepare though. I usually take a list to my doctor in case I go blank.
I have been keeping myself very busy, trying not to think to much on it,,but iam feeling my anxiety climbing,so i have started some deep breathing exersises to help,and trying to focus on good points!
I dont know why iam so affraid???
Maybe i am feraful of what she will say,do not do???
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what a beautiful flower
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