Thanks very much Diva!!! I know it's silly to make this about myself. And I thought I was getting better. I made it through yesterday's treatment and seemed to be OK afterwards. Not "happy" just OK. But then again this morning, I seem to be all weepy and guilty. And along with my panic attacks, I make myself sick to my stomach. So when that happens, it's like, "here it comes again". And at the worst possible time. I should be stronger than this, and I usually am. But this stupid panic disorder is just making me a puddle of tears. I want to be there for my mom and dad, I just can't seem to get over myself. But thanks very much for your kind words. I'll try to keep reminding myself that this is how "normal" people feel too. It's just nice to know there's someone out there I can talk to.
