Hey everyone! Names Samantha, 19 years old. New to this site as well as to Panic Disorder and Agoraphobia. Started in Dec of last year, just all of a sudden and has continued on . Im always feeling anxious or sickly ...always worried that Im dying of something the doctor has overlooked.... very moody, and depressed. Completely different from the"old" me, the "real" me...and I hate it. As well as everyone else that is seeing me like this. Been recently prescribed Fluoxedine(?) and Atenolol.... Havent taken it yet tho. Tues I go to the doctors to REALLY make sure its nothing else besides this. Im scared to take the meds, b/c although I do share a home with my friends and BF I am home alone most of the day ...and it scares me to be alone and something happening. Im afraid to go outside from my home, unless its the doctors...and Im afraid that I will make a big deal of something small (crying wolf) making a scene.,...whatever we shall call it ... I could go on , cause it seems as the days go on....things keep popping up, and my life keeps falling apart......
Sorry I babbled... its what I do when upset.... just htought I would say Hi and share a tad bit of what Im going through !
Hope this program helps, as well as talking to you all!
Sam
