Hey everyone! I hope you are all doing well!! I check in every couple days to see how everyone's doing but I've noticed there aren't a lot of posts lately. Maybe that means everyone is doing well - I hope!!
I've been doing really well the last three months or so. I've had some anxiety off and on, but no real panic attacks. Today I had a serious doozy!! I've always had bouts of chest pressure for years, but the last couple days it's been really bad. I get short of breath when I have the chest pressure, but no other heart attack symptoms. I made the mistake today of Googling - oh, the Google monster!! :confuse: What was I thinking?! Of course, everything came up as Angina and Heart Attack symptoms. And, of course, the more I thought about it, the more anxious I got. I got so anxious that I had a full blown panic attack. I was at work and I stood up because I was going to go home and I stopped myself and remembered what I've learned with the CBT and made myself stay in the situation. I did a lot of positive self talk and got to feeling better, but it came back around a few more times throughout the day.
I work in a doctor's office so how stupid am I to not just go see a doctor while I was there!! I just couldn't bring myself to do it because I didn't want people at work knowing that I was having a heart phobia panic attack - a personal source of shame for me I guess. Anyways, when my husband picked me up from work I told him what was going on and he took me to another doctor's office on the way home. It's the same medical group as where I work, just a different office. They did an EKG and listened to my heart and told me that my heart is really healthy and there was nothing wrong with the EKG at all. I had my cholesterol checked a few months ago and it was low, I have low blood pressure, no diabetes and don't smoke but I am considered obese. I'm working on this by working out every day and changing my eating habits (I've lost 50 lbs so far - yeh!), but I am still considered obese and that is a risk in itself. But, he told me that I am at a very low risk of heart problems because I have no other risk factors and I work out every day. He wants me to take antacids for a few days and see if it helps. He thinks it's a GI kind of thing.