Dear Gina, I am here. I am so very very sorry about your friend, I am praying for her and you, its normal to cry Gina, grief is normal, I am just so very sorry you have to go through this. I did not post for awhile, I wanted to give everyone a break from me, I did miss all of you, Gina, Lulu, Outlaw, Vickers, Allison and everyone else. I went back on Zoloft, the paxil caused very bad side effects for me which surprised me because I did so well on it before, I am fighting my anxiety and depression still, prayer helps me alot. I have realized through one thing, no person or pill will cure me, I must help myself, this is hard for me but I must do it. Its not that I did not want to post I just thought I posted too much and wanted to give others a chance. Gina again I am so sorry, you will get through this even through its hard to see right now. Please let me know how you are. Sending prayers and angels, Debbie.