Gina, You are a fantastic Mother!! Please dont forget that, thats the depression talking I know, they say depresssion is like looking at life through dirty glasses, it all looks wrong. THe halloween cake and puppet show sound like such fun, I have not been with my son too much today I have felt so yucky and dizzy I try not to let him see me so he does not get upset, I hope the CR works too, my stomach is tore up from all this vomiting and I worry I am going to get an ulcer and start to bleed, thanks for your prayers about the CR I am so praying it works. God bless, Debbie.