I called my psych nurse-practioner today for an emergency appt, her secretary told me she is moving her practice 450 miles away to another part of the state!! I did not even know this. She is making a house-call tonight to me which I am so grateful for, I guess to say goodbye, she has been the only medical professional to ever help me, I am shaking and panciking I can hardly write, I do not know what I am going to do now this is happening in 2 weeks, I am on strong meds and I do not know where to go now, I am hoping she can refer me to someone close, if I was strong and stable and better this would be a blow, but I am in such a mess this is devastating, I do not know where to go now, her secretary is even going with her, its was so hard to find someone close to home, affordable with evening hours, I am at my very worst and she is leaving, I do not know what to do? My husband is even worried and upset and he normally does not get worried, he looks very concerned. Am I going to be alright on my own? The panic and depression is at its worst. Please help! Please send prayers, I need them more than ever now, I am so happy she is coming over tonight to my home that helps a little. I am so scared, fear on top of panic. Debbie.
