I cannot continue to take this Paxil anymore not only has it not helped it has made me worse and the side effects of headache, weird tingling in my face and head {I only thought that happened when you withdrew not while on it} and this scary depression, I started to have these thoughts of my husband and son being better off without me and perhaps GOd should just take me now because I feel so bad and so worthless, I cannot believe this, I thought an antidepressant should help not hurt depression and panic, I doubt my nurse will give me Zoloft again, Zoloft was not perfect but at least I tolerated it with no horrible side effects and I did not feel almost suicidial on it, this is really scary because I want to get better and start living life again and enjoy my son I do not want to die just to get well and get better, its hard to get help I know when you are afraid to leave the house and do not have much money but there must be someone out there to aid me. I am sorry to vent and whine, I feel like I have reached the end of my rope, I have prayed so hard for relief and I do not know what to do anymore, my friend says I am not fighting hard enough, I feel I have and have no fight left, please send prayers and advice, everyone has been so good to me and I want to thank everyone for everything they have done for me, I so want everyone to recover on this site, you are all so wonderful. Thank you for everything. God bless, Debbie.
