Dear Allison, You do not sound harsh you sound like you understand what I am going through, this started the moment I opened my eyes, I went to bed in peace and prayer and slept well, there is no reason for this, I usually do not wake up like this its usually comes in a few hours after waking, now I am so exhausted, my whole head hurts and I feel like I am going to throw up, I know no pill or therapist will cure me, I want to cure myself I do not know how, everyday I get more and more discouraged, I feel like I am dying this disorder has whipped me. My son is feeling a little better the cold is breaking up and my husbands seems to be adjusting to the new job, I can leave the house in the evening sometimes, but only in the evening, what do you make of that ALlison? I know you are getting ready for a trip and are probably busy, thank you for taking time to write me, I am sorry to bother you this was a very bad one, they always are after a few days of not having a full-blown, is this normal to feel so spent? MY whole body is aching? I so much want to get better, I am so hoping it will be soon. Hope to hear from you soon. Thank you ALlison, God bless you, Debbie.