Dear Khris, I am still here I have not died yet I have felt like it everyday but not yet thank God. I relasped big Khris, I weaned SO slowly off the Zoloft, months and it still happened, I am taking Paxil now but its taking forever to work, I just wish it would work a little to give me some hope, it worked before a few years ago, everytime I bump up on the miligrams the side effects are terrible. I have made quite the fool of myself, I have been to ER twice, once with a 16 day headache, I convinced myself I had a tumor like my MOther, the catscan was negative thank God, the paramedics have come to my home twice, they did a min-EKG and vitals, blood sugar etc...said everything was normal, I have been to my Dr four times and and eye doctor, when the panic came back the health anxiety skyrockted. The new thing is this scary depression, I can almost deal with the panic, its not great, but at least I know what to expect, this scary depression is frightning through, I know its come from the panic and health it almost the worse aspect, I am fighting panic, anxiety, health worries, side effects and depression, thank you for praying for me Khris, keep the prayers coming, I need them so badly now. I am glad you are working it out with your hubby, that is good news and I am glad the girls are doing good, I have missed you, and I am glad you are back, I am just not glad about the reason that your symptoms have returned, are you still taking the Xanax and ambien, I wish I could take Lexapro, I tried it and got real short of breath, I need something that works faster so the discouragement does not set in. Post me back when you can. God bless, Deb.
