I feel very stupid. I spent 5 hours in an emergency room and went to the eye Doctor today to find out what is causing these horrible headaches and blurred vision, and noone can tell me, I hope its not the Paxil after 3 weeks I do not want to start another new med and start all over again with new side effects, I feel the Paxil is slightly lifting the depression, I am not crying as much and feel not as sad unfortunalty it is not helping the panic, I hope its not making it worse, the nurse said hopefully these side effects will go away I hope so, I so much want to be better, my friend told me I am going to lose everyone and everything if I do not get better and shape up and that puts so much pressure on me, can anxiety be causing all this? I do not want to "doctor-hop" its so frustrating to have these scary symptoms for days and days and not be told whats wrong or how to treat it. THis disorder has robbed me of my life and I so want it back, I am missing out on my sons life and thats killing me. I guess I just needed to vent, I do not know where to go or what to do to get better, do I have to live like this the rest of my life? I do not think I can do that that would be unbearable because I feel half dead anyway. Thank you for listening while I vent please pray for me that I at least recover half way. Thank you, Debbie.
