Hi Everyone, After 2 weeks of these blinding scary headaches I just spent 5 hours in the ER tonight, as I said my Mom had a brain tumor at the age I am now, I had all her syptoms, headache that would not go away, blurry vision dizziness etc...I could not take it anymore, the ER did a catscan and it was NORMAL!! I am SO relieved. My husband dropped me off and I did it alone, I held together till after they did the scan, I imagined the tech looked sad, she would not look at me in the eyes, I asked her and she said she was not allowed to tell me, I freaked and started to cry I was sure they were going to say tumor or blood clot or something, my husband and son came back to the hospital right before the results, somehow my son wandered away and all of a sudden I totally forgot about the scan the tumor and was so worried about him it became secondary, its nice for me to know that my son is more important than my health and phobias. Of course my husband is upset about it but I do not care, I had to find out, he could not wait to say "I told you so" The funny thing is I thought when they told me it was fine the headache would go away, its still as throbbing and bad as ever but at least not as scary, they think it may be my eyes or neck, probably my eyes they say, I know I over-reacted with the Catscan but after my Mom I was so scared, I hope the headache will go away, they prescribed davorcet but I do not think I should take that with Paxil and Klonopin. I wanted to share the good news, I am glad I did it I could not live with the fear and worry any longer, I am just depressed my husband is upset with me, I know I was freaked but I just wish he would be happy its alright, I guess with my panic attacks and everything its been hard on him. Finally I can write a happy post!! I hope everyone had a good day. God bless, Debbie.
