I have not posted for a few days, I was in a bad way and I guess I wanted to give everyone a break from my complaining, everyone is probably sick of Deb, Deb is sick of Deb! My husband retired from his job of 22 years, he worked there long before I met him, the 3 midnight shifts and 2 4-12 shifts were hard on him, he got another job working in the hot sun 10 hours a day! My husband weighs almost 300 pounds, he is tall but that is alot, he has gout, diabeties, and high blood pressure, even through the other job was hellish I fear this one more, also my son changed schools and the adjustment is rough for him, my son and husband need me SO very much and I feel so sick scared and panicky, its a real bad time to have a meltdown, I know "change" is probably the operative word here, our lives are changing and my health is declining and I am so fearful. Ever since the kidney infection and the terrible reaction to antibotics I have felt terrible, I actually have athritis like pains going down my back and legs and my stomach feels like I have an ulcer it burns and hurts and the nausea is awful? Is that nerves and stress? or a reaction to the antibotic?? I am taking the Paxil still 10 miligrams every morn and the Klonopin at night, I am trying so very hard to feel well and healthy again, the stomach pain scares me, my hustband thinks I have a bleeding ulcer! I am just praying that I can get myself physically mentally and emotionally well again, it seems like the goal is so far off, I fear I will never feel healthy and good again, I know nerves can cause alot. THanks for listening, if anyone ever felt sick from antiobotics even after the course was over please let me know, the constant body pain and stomach is scaring me, I have no temp and the UTI seems gone. God bless,Deb.