It sounds like you're going through withdrawal... i don't know your history, i've just joined up this site, but have you recently stopped taking meds?

Dear Debbie, Sending prayers and hugs your way. Hope you are feeling better. B

Thank you Lynn and Outlaw for caring I am very sick and very scared and your words helped. God bless, Debbie.

Sick of eing sick i know what you mwan,you just want the truth,and to feel better..A good quality life isnt much to ask,yet your getting the short end..Plus you pray to God,it wont come all at once you must have patience,and its hard when your not feeling good..I wish i could help you more,its a tough battle your fighting but the Lord is going to make sure you win it..You will be stronger after it all..Just stay true to yourself keep posting your fears..We are all human here with the disorder you habe..My head still hurts so im wasting time thinking about that like cancer etc..When i should be living..Remeber God,is on your sidemand the Bible says He will never GIVE US MORE THAN WE CAN HANDLE..My mom had this disese to with problems for years like what you speak of,step like a baby baby steps..Get well!!!!

dear debbie i was so shocked to read your post i hope ypu are feeling better,it reminded me of how i felt when i first startes with the panic attacks.i certainly sounds like you have a virus i struggle with anti b also hAve very bad reaction to them. why have they not amitted you to hospital to find out the problem.ypur medical system most be very different to ours in the uk.they would not let you out of hospital until they found out the cause.the enlarged spleen with make you even more anxious as that controls the sugar in your body iam sure with produced the adrenalin i feel for you deeply.why is your husband giving you a hard time does he not realisw you dont want to be this way.he is probably making you worse.please let me know how you are doing sending you my prayer take care lynn

I woke up at 5:00 am drenched in sweat very sick to my stomach then I started to cough up mucas and could not breathe with chest pains. This was so scary, sleep was the only thing that gave me some relief from my health. Today I ache all over and feel like I have a flu, I think I may have picked up a bug at the ER or Doctors office, even my fingers and wrists hurt and I feel like I have burning pain in my body. After the Er and nurse-practioner I thought I could find out what is wrong with me?! Noone in my life thinks I got proper care, my husband is livid and ready to leave me and my little boy told me "not to come to school because I am not pretty anymore and I look like Nana" my mother-in-law is 83 an crippled up with arthritis so that is not a compliment, the new primary they assigned me is on vacation still, I don't know if the UTI is gone it seems better but I cannot take this new Anti-B yet I am scared. I do not even know what is physical or what is emotional anymore, my husband is so upset we have spent almost $300.00 for medical help and I seem worse, I feel like I picked a virus up, my head hurts and I still am getting the little eletric shocks through not as bad, the good news is that my stomach seems a little better I am no longer throwing up blood I am just eating ice-cream, milk and noodles very bland. Has anyone ever felt like this? I feel so islolated and alone, I actually feel like I am dying? My husband seems disapointed that the ER DOc found a slight enlarged spleen and swollen kidneys, he so wanted to think it was emotional. Please be honest with me I will not get upset, is this real or am I a hypochrondriac?? I so want to feel healthy again every day I wake up I am amazed I made it, I just do not know whats going on? I have a beautiful son whom I love and needs me but not like this, my friend said I am not thanking God enough for my blessings and not offering up my suffering, I do not understand what she means? I have prayed very very hard for the courage and strength to fight this {whatever it is} I know God helps those who helps themselves. I know I am not that young anymore but I should not feel like this, I am almost at the age when my MOther developed a brain tumor so I guess I worry about that. I just do not believe emotions can caus