Hi, I'm sorry to hear you're having a rough time. I wonder if the key to some of the problem may be due to lack of sleep ? You mention that you're tired and I always find if I'm tired I too feel so much worse. The meds do take some time to really work, so don't give up just yet, before speaking to your doctor again. Hang in there, you will have good times, although thats probably hard for you to believe right now, you will honestly. Be kind to yourself, relax when you can, and try to take some time out just for you. Good luck, I hope you're feeling better soon